Bangun dari tidur,
Semua perasaan jadi hambar.
"COME ON. Chill r dude.
Kita party, kita lepak,
Berfoya-foya"
Ok bro, tgh Chill r ni.
Berfoya sampai lebam.
Aku mula kenal erti lewat malam.
Aku mula kenal erti malam masih muda.
hai hati..kosongnya engkau wahai hati.
"Shisha beb?. Trylah"
Ok. aku try sedut shisha.
Tp alhamdulillah, aku x ketagih.
Apa lagi next? Kenapa terdetik dalam hati aku nk buat benda lagi lebih?
Kenapa aku aggungkan sgt kehidupan western yang melagho itu?
hmm
u..temankan i..
duduk sebelah i..
datanglah sini..
jom lepak..
U bt apa?
U..jom keluar...
DAMM!
Lalu aku tanya pada diri aku,
Siapa dia?
Untuk apa?
Mengapa?
Aku menangis sendirian.
Hidup dengan mengikut hawa nafsu.
Duit, Glamour, Perempuan..
Jadi permainan aku.
Ya Allah, kenapa hati aku sgt kosong?
Bantulah hambamu ini.
Dear Imran,
ReplyDeleteI feel that you are having a huge battle with your desire. The urge. The curiosity. The wanting to know and experience. Sometimes its good to expose yourself to lotsa things but somethings are banned for very good reasons.
You should create your own principles. No matter what. Stick to them. Try your best not to break them.
Imran, sometimes in life there will be moments where you feel as if you are standing all alone although you are surrounded by living souls. Sometimes you need to connect yourself with people to keep your sanity.
Sometimes Imran, all you need to do is to let yourself grow up to be an adult who always try to be the bigger person in life. Which is to be strong enough to bulldoze anything that comes in your way.
Always keep HIM close to your heart. Never loose out of your Faith. InsyaALlah. You'll be alright